3 Years and 11 Months too long...

Wednesday, 9 May 2021 marks 3 years and 11 months since Nikki was abducted to Sofia, Bulgaria. I currently have zero contact with Nikki or receive news of his state of wellness, despite multiple attempts via multiple channels directed to his mother. Parental Alienation is child abuse…

During the past month,  I was out on the tennis court and a lady who was playing on the court next to me had brought a little toddler along....He had just started walking and wondered across onto my court, bottle in hand....For the first time since Nikki's abduction, I didn't feel like I wanted to run away and when the little guy fell.....for the first time I didn't fall.....and so I realised, I was ready to take another step forward in this terrible saga.

So, I began to define the structure of the book I am going to write which will serve as the true anthology of what happened in the first three and a half years of Nikki's life. The book won't be my ramblings or hypothesis, it will be backed by the evidence generated by the millions of Rands and Euros (of what could have been Nikki's money) needlessly squandered to fight or defend (depending on who's perspective you look at the matter from) a growing litany of lies and deceit. 

I have spoken to a few people over the past years who did not know their biological parents and there is a very common theme, which is.......no matter what their understanding of those parents may be......there is a burning desire to meet them and to uncover the truth of what has lead to their current situation. There is less of a focus on judgement and much more of a yearning to know the truth, which they are invariably able to piece together.....  I am also going to talk about the things I kept my mouth shut about in the court cases for fear of creating the wrong impression (like the fertility clinic I never knew about and the related attempted over-up) and being judged negatively for it....

I have nothing more to lose, Nikki cannot think worse of me than he has already been conditioned to do.....