mrpaulmulder

  Friday, 9th July 2021 is 4 years since Nikki was abducted to Sofia, Bulgaria. I currently have zero contact with Nikki or receive news of his state of wellness, despite multiple attempts via multiple channels to maintain a presence in his life. Parental Alienation is child abuse… This month I continued to gather ideas for the book of "Nikki's story" and started to put pen to paper......The process is proving to be far more difficult than I initially anticipated....I thought I could face this process with a feeling of abstraction, where after more than 4 years it would be like "looking in" rather than "living in" the process....It's not, the process is very much like gouging open old wounds and reliving the pain.....Only this time it is perhaps worse because while going through the trauma, I had always had great faith and anticipation that the outcome would be different...It turned out far worse than I could ever have anticipated, and now I relive...

Wednesday , 9 May 2021 marks 3 years and 11 months since Nikki was abducted to Sofia, Bulgaria. I currently have zero contact with Nikki or receive news of his state of wellness, despite multiple attempts via multiple channels directed to his mother. Parental Alienation is child abuse… During the past month,   I was out on the tennis court and a lady who was playing on the court next to me had brought a little toddler along....He had just started walking and wondered across onto my court, bottle in hand....For the first time since Nikki's abduction, I didn't feel like I wanted to run away and when the little guy fell.....for the first time I didn't fall.....and so I realised, I was ready to take another step forward in this terrible saga. So, I began to define the structure of the book I am going to write which will serve as the true anthology of what happened in the first three and a half years of Nikki's life. The book won't be my ramblings or hypothesis, it will ...

    Tuesday, 9 March 2021 marks 3 years and 8 months since Nikki was abducted to Sofia, Bulgaria. I currently have zero contact with Nikki or receive news of his state of wellness, despite multiple attempts via multiple channels directed to his mother. Parental Alienation is child abuse… During this month, we had the 3rd anniversary of the passing of Nikki's Oupa, they loved each other dearly.....Nikki was alienated from his Oupa and abducted shortly before he became gravely ill and later passed away never being able to see Nikki or hear his little voice one last time. Also during the past month I watched a movie titled "The 9th Life of Louis Drax", it is a stark reminder of the terrible consequences of when a parent has an unhealthy obsession with their child.....